This lockdown is relentless, it often reminds me of when I was young and wasn't allowed out because my parents were so strict! I started spending all of my time planning my meals and working out how I could eat as little as possible without anyone noticing. I started isolating myself even more as didn't want to be forced to eat. I was convinced that if I just kept going for a little longer that I would look exactly how I wanted..the fact was though, all it was doing was making me miss out on life! Eating disorder was pretending to be my friend, so loyal and always there for me..but meanwhile my actual friends were all having fun and enjoying themselves, you could say, life was passing me by. I know hard this is but like I did, I know you can get back into your life and start living it- freely!